Your POV
You: I never want to see you again!
??? : Then I will leave!
He really left.
I don't even know why I am sad anymore.
It's the same story all over again.
I can't find one single decent guy.
Am I broken?
Falling into the same patterns over and over.
Picking the pieces of my heart, trying to glue them together. Only to be broken again.
Why can't I find peace?
Where is Mr. Right Guy?
Where is my soulmate?
No such thing.
I take a deep breath.
I let out a loud frustrated sigh.
How ironic. A person in love with love. Destined to.. not find love.

I light up my cigarette but the room feels so heavy and suffocating.
I open the window and close my eyes letting the wind to cool off the tears on my cheeks.
If I had a penny for every time this happened.

I open my eyes.
No one is outside. I can only hear his car's tires screeching on the pavement. I let out a chuckle and show him my middle finger.
It's a full moon tonight.
How many broken hearts have reached out to you, Mrs. Moon?
Do you even care?
Tch.
The sky is clear. The stars are shining brightly.
It must be so quiet up there.
Are you making fun of us, stars?
Do you watch us every night for thousands and thousands of years and pity us?
I don't blame you. I pity myself too.
Just before closing my eyes...
They fixate on a star.

You: What the..

I close my eyes.
I seem to revisit my past lives.
They seem so vivid and real.
Is it real?
I want it to be real.
I open my eyes.
Trying to look for the star.
But.
I can only see a bright dash of light leaving a trace on the sky.
Oh!
A falling star!
Gotta make a wish.
I want to meet the boy in my memories.

 

 

Yoongi's POV:
She keeps following me.
Yg: I said go away!
??? : Please forgive me!
Yg: You are so drunk, please take a taxi and leave me alone!
???: Why do you always push me away?
I continued walking. I wanted to cross the street hoping she would stay on the other side but she followed me.
She tried to grab my shoulder but I shook her off.
YG: GO!

I need to be alone with my thoughts.
I have to go somewhere where there's no one around.

I stop in the middle of the street. I cover my face with my hands.
YG: Aish I am so stupid. The roof.
Close to where I was there was a roof I always went to when I wanted to be lonely.
YG: Finally some peace.
I layed down supporting my weight on my elbows.
And let my head fall.

YG: Always attracted by beautiful shallow girls. You shine like a star but you are so superficial.
Saying that, I noticed the full moon. Crazy things happen on a night with full moon.
Or maybe it took me so long to find out she was crazy.
Hypnotised by the beauty and serenity of the stars I find myself focusing on one star in particular.
I blinked fast.
I sat up.
YG: Oh?

My face expression changed from confused to even more confused.
Is this my imagination?
Or are these memories?
Who is this girl?
Why do I feel so close to her?
Is she..my soulmate?

The star fell.
I feel stupid doing this but.. I wish I can meet her.

YOUR POV:
Past and future made sense. But somehow the present didn't.
It's like I was.. no, that's stupid.
It's like I was told to ... "fix"? the present?
I looked back at the sky. Focusing on other stars, trying to feel again the warmth I felt during those flashbacks.

His eyes on me, his hand stretched towards me. The kisses, the cuddles, the security. The love.
I felt it a hundred of times and I will feel it a hundred times more. But I don't feel it now.
I am not that creative to invent those images. They must be true. They felt true. I KNOW they are true. I felt shivers in my whole body. I hugged myself rubbing my shoulders. He held me in his arms for hundreds of times in hundreds of lives.

You:Where are you NOW, Yoongi?

I gasped.
Yoongi...